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I've decieded

2012-10-13 11:28:45 by Atomlad

When January 1st 2013 comes and we aren't dead cuz of a polar shift I'll be ready for the new year.

- But Atomlad you're only procasinating by not being ready future for now!

Thats where you're wrong. I'm getting ready for the future by acting today!

- Huh?

The New Year is only a check point for me. It will serve as a deadline. I want to be a better version of myself. No; I want to self actualize. I want to be the "Super Sayian" form of myself - and I'm going to put in the hours to make that happen.

- Okay I get it. So what are you going to do?

I'm going to continue running several times a week, but hopefully make it a habit to do it first thing in the morning. But stay consistent with it.

I'm going to stop eating so much shit just because I feel like shit. Its a cycle god damn it. Once you get out of the loop you'll see it for what it is. When you're in it it takes a lot of concentration even to sense that you're in it.

Modify myself externally. All that stuff. Self explanatory.

Continue to work creatively and publish things.

Stop being such an asshole.

If you can get out of the loop and you still want to commit suicide. Then go a step further. But the vale is over your fucking face right now so... its no wonder why.

Thats about that. My brain phased out of the wonder within a couple of minutes.

I write on this cuz few people see it but at the same time i can say its official